Meli’s latest post inspired me to go and seek out my old Xanga page. Its pretty funny to read some of the stuff I wrote. I feel like I had so much more to talk about back then (well I guess 2006 wasn’t that long ago). Its also interesting to see what problems and worries I used to have and how they seem somewhat trivial now, for the most part. I wrote about how I was having problems with job searching…I was referring to finding a part-time summer job. Looks like not much has changed, right? Except its on a bit of a larger scale now. :p

I keep having moments during the day where I’m not really sure what I’m doing or where I’m going. Sorry if that sounds like super emo. haha. Sometimes I just feel lost. Its weird not knowing what I’m going to be doing or where I’ll be a few months from now. I crave stability and there are totally too many question marks right now for my liking. I guess it would help if I had goals. I’ve never really had goals. My main goal is usually just to make it through whatever situation I’m in without too much trouble and not worry about what happens afterwards haha. Doesn’t really work here.

Anywho…I’m going to the beach this Saturday so thats exciting. I’ve had this awful cold/cough this week and I’m hoping goes away soon. The cough is driving me crazy!

I may re-design this blog soon. Getting tired of how it looks now. I might go with something less dark.