Ever get in one of those moods where you don’t feel like doing anything? Its like the second I have something I have to do, regardless of how simple it is, I want to throw a 3-year old style temper tantrum. Not to say that I never want to do anything, but tasks that I would normally not blink twice on or care about seem like such a huge inconvenience lately for no real reason. I’m the type of person that doesn’t really need to be super duper overly passionate about something in order to get it done…I’d rather avoid any and all risk of failure rather than to go out of my way to “challenge” myself, as a lot of people like to do. Being the overly worried person that I am, I’m usually in the “things are going great if nothing is going wrong” type of mindset. Its pretty common knowledge that if you don’t challenge yourself or work towards what you want, you aren’t going to grow. Of course, I’ve always ignored that because I dislike change and I’m content with not taking risks if I can help it…screw growing! At the same time I know that its something that I have to do eventually. Procrastination has always been a strong point of mine, after all. =p I’m amazed whenever I see someone who is truly a “go-getter” and really works towards something and accomplishes it. I really want to do that, and I also really don’t want to do that. And what do I even want is a better question.
Is this what they call a “quarter life crisis”? Holy crap I’m almost halfway to 30. Might be time to wake up soon. But enough of that.
I want to thank any new subscribers I have gotten through RSS or Bloglovin’. I appreciate it so much. I’m really going to try to post more often (at this rate, at least once a week would be “more often” for me) and I would love to follow some new blogs as well. If I’m not already subscribed to you, please leave your blog link in the comments so I can check it out! I’m also going to work on updating my portfolio website. Seriously…that site has been neglected like you wouldn’t believe. Its huddling in the corner, cold and hungry and sad. It was last updated in 2010. Yes…two thousand TEN. Considering the domain is my freaking full name you would think I would keep it better updated, but no. I haven’t decided whether it needs a re-design or not…I kind of like it how it looks already.